Me again.. yet I should be in bed I am up with my heart hurting and my head swimming in thought. nd why ... because sometimes the small things a person can say will hold onto someone and really make them.feel like they are useless. I did not have a good night and haven't had a great morning either. I guess I just try hard at everything I yet some people say that I am not. well have you spoke to me personal about it. no u just take your anger out on me and yet a piece of me keeps dieing. Its driving me crazy I just try my best at everything that I do but I feel lke a big ol disappointment. i feel like sometimes I am just loosing a battle with my brain and my heart. maybe if i was born earlier and in the era that I love so much or heck a bit older I wonder how my life would be so different. Would i have went another path in life. Omy lord where did this kid find the energy to run aroke she does. She has been up all night and running back and forth. I hate it when she gets on her fathers pattern. absoulte sucks.... I hurt. my heart hurts. my brain hurts. Im tired. im exhausted. i am broken.x Used to ... Be happier, in better shape, me. What happen to make me feel that I have no way out that I don't hold any life. Can we get this back to where it use to be... (great song. listening to it now. Chris Daughtry is wonderful.) Well i am gonna go get cleaned up, change my clothes and I guess wait on Chris to hey home. ...
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