Hello world.
I had this werid dream about myself the other night. Ive had it on my mind the last couple of days so I remembered a website I use to go to and thought I would check it out again and read up since its been awhile.
From my point of view on what happened in the dream and what the symbols expressed I got that maybe:
1) Me being in a vehicle with my husband driving
- A Vehicle symbol representing yourself. Are you driving (in control), in the back or passenger seat (not in control). Is your mother driving? Perhaps she has too much control of your life. A bus may symbolize yourself and the passengers aspects of your personality.
2) Us being in a car crash where the other vehicle crashed onto myside and my husband getting out but I am physically hurt
- Dreaming on a car crash shows the dreamer is afraid of loosing control of his life. He or she wants to make a real change in the course of life and don't know how to accomplish this change
3) Me being in the hospital, seeing my family but unconscious
- Healing. Confinement. Divine hopes. Ready to heal. If you dream that you are a patient in a hospital. you will have a contagious disease in your community, and will narrowly escape affliction. If you visit patients there, you will hear distressing news of the absent.
4) I saw my family cry in church. I saw all these beautiful flowers around my casket. Unfortunate thats where I woke up.
- Death or dying in a dreath most often represents changes in one's life, something is coming to an end. Very seldom does death symbolize true dying of a person. The old is dying and with the death of the old comes new beginnings. The death and resurrection of Christ is a good example in mythology of the death motif. What it represents is the death of the egoself and its resurrection to a spiritual realization.
A dead person in a dream may relate to past relationships with that particular person. If the dead person is you then consider your true condition as you see it, I feel dead because of my job, life, relationships, etc. Or death may simply represent your anxiety about dying.
Uhmm. so with everything thats going on. When I stand back it makes since. I have been waiting to get outta mamas house, Ive been applying everywhere to find a job. I do want a.change. I want this part of my life over with already. I want to go back to where we were in our own place and happy. I have tried to make so many changes but I feel like im not getting anywhere.
I guess since we got our tax money today we can finally can. But Chris wants to buy him a new vehicle. I really dont want him too.
I also want to give my sister some.money towards Daddys funeral bill. :(
Im still torn about this dream. I know its trying to tell me something important. Uhhhh!! :-[
Why does it have to be so hard. I miss the simple things. Just like the picture I found.
I feel like that. Trying to look for an answer and I should look at the reflection that I give out. Oh there is a thousand different ideas I can pull out of this picture.
Well. Natalie just went to sleep so since this is the first time in at least 4 days shes went to sleep since 1am, I guess i will just roll over and try to sleep myself.
Night all. <3
