Too long..

Its been to long since I've got on here. Things have been crazy around here. Still holding on to hope and riding the wave while it last. we were going to go to the beach this weekend but not only does Chris have to work overtime..we just decided to wait. :( but its okay I will get there sometime. miss the beach so much and Natalie enjoined it. Chris likes working at Georgia Pacific. I am just glad he got the job. really helps things around here. Natalie birthday is on the 22. I can't believe she is going to be.four! seems likeyesterday. I remember that hot day in July when I had her. Nothing can make me forget that day... right now after getting up at five this morning she couldn't help it any longer. she fell asleep on me. I am watching a little tv waiting till Chris comes home. we've got to go to the store and go around town. well i will make sure that i try to write more later. peace and love <3